catching up

So I just started my TCE 409 class. I am volunteering at an elementary school and helping a 1st grade teacher! I am so glad I get to have this experience! Chicken Wing got his k-9 Good Citizen Certification and I'm hoping to get him into some old folks homes or in a reading to dogs program in elementary schools. Josh and I just moved in with 3 of our friends into a really nice house and I'm starting my 3rd term of school! I'm still working part time as a dog groomer (it pays the bills). I started a Mary Kay business and I'm just enjoying life! :D I'm going to try to keep my blog more positive than it's been in the past. That's all for now!

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I'm BAAAACK!

So it's been a while since I've blogged so I have some catching up to do!

I moved to Corvallis and I'm digging it! I start school this spring and I'm excited to get back into it! I've made some awesome friends and lost 30 lbs! I'm beginning to get into a better place! Josh is such a great support and my family has been an amazing support system as well! All in all I'd have to say this move has been great for me!

<3 heidi

lately...

Lately I feel awful. when i look in the mirror i see an ugly girl who is trying so hard.... pathetic. i used to be pretty i used to be talented and it's slipped away with every pound i've gained. it's wrong to want an eating disorder, but i don't care.... these are my thoughts every moment of every day! i should be happy, i'm in the prime of my life.... this is as good as it gets????

a short post

it's time for a NEW chapter in heidi's life! and it is about time! so bring it on life cuz i'm armed and ready with a smile, a tiny bit more patience than i had before, and an eager attitude! i am so ready to start living and stop worrying. all i need is my best friends tonya and josh and the love from my completely disfunctional and odd family and i am set. i'm done setting destinations for happiness, i'm finished pretending like life is perfect, cuz it isn't it's a beautiful mess of let downs and failures and betrayals that ultimately have lead me here, to the beautiful woman i am today. so go ahead rain and fall cuz i am just going to sing and dance anyway! :D

On this mother's day....

Today is a special day. It is mother's day! I just want to thank all of my friend's mom's. I mean think about your very best friends...... if it weren't for their mom's your life would be that much more dull! I'm just saying! I love mommys! I don't know how they do it!!!!

This is me and my BEAUTIFUL mother! I love her so much and I hope she has a wonderful day tomorrow!

My first....

HEY THERE!

Hi! My name is Heidi! I am 18 years old. My friend suggested I start a blog to let off some steam so here I go.

Well I figure I should start with my basics. I love music, talking, laughing, good friends, music, animals and getting all dolled up!

Currently I am in Moscow Idaho going to college. I am almost out and I can't wait!!!!! College wasn't what I hoped it would be. I can't wait to go home in a few days!!!!

What is waiting at home for me????? Well aside from some shattered friendships (it's a long story) I have the worlds best boyfriend, his name is Josh and he is incredible! I also have a Chihuahua with a deformed leg who is my life! I have my best friend Tonya, and an incredible job at Petsmart.

Well I think that is enough for today I'll write more later!


<3 Princess Heidi