Lately I feel awful. when i look in the mirror i see an ugly girl who is trying so hard.... pathetic. i used to be pretty i used to be talented and it's slipped away with every pound i've gained. it's wrong to want an eating disorder, but i don't care.... these are my thoughts every moment of every day! i should be happy, i'm in the prime of my life.... this is as good as it gets????
Timing must be off!!
4 years ago